My Neville GoddardGood evening from sunny, hot England everyone!
I made a post on here yesterday about how I wanted to get the love of my life back. I’ve been using this app in my free time and today was a little rough as I found out I was blocked by SP.
But through using the app and speaking to Neville, a few really good things happened today!
1: I was finally able to do SATS correctly - The issue I have had with SATS over the past month is that I keep falling asleep and waking up feeling like I failed. I tried last night but slept through it and woke up feeling defeated. Earlier today, I took a nap before I did some packing as I’m moving out my apartment, and I let myself reach that groggy state then I pictured it! My SP and I holding hands and looking at our rings. Of course it wasn’t perfect, I have a very short attention span and the couch was grey (my SP and I love Green, not grey lol!) but I replayed it over and over again. And I felt myself get heavy and drifting further into sleep and I kept replaying that same scene over and over. I finally did it!
2: I really really love revision - Revision is such an underrated tool. What was hard at first and I’ll admit, was going back through my mind to those arguments we had, or our break up. If I could go back in time and fix all those issues, fix the fact I was drinking heavily and said nasty horrible things over the phone to her I would. But little did I know, I could do that in my mind. Instead of seeing her crying or arguing at me, I see her smiling and laughing, and any time I get another memory, I use my internal “pruning scissors” and change the outcome. I feel so much happier knowing I can change the past!
3: No negative thoughts! - After pruning negative memories, and SATS, I used to have fears of her moving on, or think “what’s she doing?” And all sorts really. But by just revising, and also a little self concept work, I realize that it truly was just past fears and emotions! Even ones not related to my negative thoughts, but by pruning negative memories in general, ANY negative thought I had magically disappeared with them!
4: Realizing what a desire truly is - If you desire something, it’s a sign you WILL get it. I’ve been through plenty of breakups, usually end with “Welp, it’s done, on to the next” or I would go through a “hoe phase” which looking back on, I’m not proud of. But this time it’s different. I desire my SP. Not because we were engaged or had a beautiful story or that she was my longest relationship. But I have a desire. I just have to awaken it.
Guys, I’m GONNA BE A HUSBAND! And for the first time ever, it feels so natural and not forced! I can do cartwheels if I wanted to right now. But I’m not going to stop there. I am in the right state now. I am just going to go with the flow.
Peace and love xx
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Wonderful! Congratulations!!
I'am Happy For You , This Is Inspiring Congrats Bro 💫
Jayyy!!
Congratulation. You are a success
I love your post ! Not only you’re sharing your story with us, you’re also reminding us the correct way to manifests and most importantly - that all desires must come to pass because it’s the law. And I totally understand how you feel and what you’re saying when you say your sp is your real desire like she’s the only one who makes you feel you want to persist and spend the rest of your life with while in the past you’d just choose to move on with the next person. I’m currently in the same boat. I’ve “loved” and “wanted” many different people in the past but now that I’ve met my current SP and I look back, I realize that this is the first time I’ve ever felt so sure that this is the person I know I want and CAN spend the rest of my life with. In the past, I had never even thought about the future with any of the SPs I wanted. I just wanted them but they’re not in the pic of my future. How long have you been in no contact with your SP? May I ask? Mine also blocked me but although it’s obviously not a scenario I would like to happen, I’ve never felt anything too negative about the blocking. In fact, I know there’s a divine reason why he’s doing that. And I also know that it doesn’t matter cuz he’s the one chosen to be my husband, both God and I chose together so it’s a done deal. Time also doesn’t bother me as much although I don’t know why it’s taking a while. I just tell myself God must finish some things with him first, or maybe with me first. It’s also the first time I can feel 100% comfortable just to leave things to God instead of taking matters into my own hands (in the past I always took a ton of action to make things happen). I hope you are feeling the same confidence too and please update us your progress. Has she reached out yet ? Cheers.
Hello! I hope all is well and you are having a lovely day. Thank you so much for your message :) It’s been 2 months since the “break up” and I was dumped over text Owch! And I am still blocked technically. But! So much has happened these last few weeks. I’ve moved country amongst lots of other things. Since posting this post, I have progressed so much further in terms of my self concept and my mental state. Even after feeling as if I shifted state, I was still holding on to shadows of the old state. The old man in me was still calling out. I was having really bad negative thoughts “Oh I’m worried she’ll meet someone else,” “I hate her city! She’s had longer term relationships in the past, and I don’t want to visit her city,” “We were supposed to get married and move in together!” “I was dumped over a freaking text!” But then I realized. Why am I angry? Would the version of me who has my desire truly be constantly angry at my SP or circumstances? No! Cause they do not matter! The past is the past. And when I think about it; my SP truly was a mirror. When I was sad, she was sad, when I was happy, she was. We had the same taste in music for the most part, shared hobbies, and it’s almost like she’s my twin lol! I take full responsibility for my actions leading up to the breakup and I was very depressed and going through a very confusing time in my life, and it was the exact same for SP. But I am much happier now, making new friends, and manifesting things almost daily using the list method and also my imagination! A few days ago I was craving apple crumble like crazy! And today, when I went into the kitchen my mum was making me apple crumble, and I never told anyone I wanted apple crumble lol! I’ll be honest, I still don’t think I’ve truly shifted. I’m still in that “in between” of the old me and the new me. But I guess what also helps me in a way is knowing my fiance never actually called off the engagement, so technically we are still engaged 🤭 Either way, I am much happier and healthier both physically and mentally. I have also gone completely sober since the “break up” and I’ve lost a lot of weight, saved lots of money, and my head is much clearer! SP is my wife. I always affirm to myself, she is my wife, she is loyal to me and only me, and we are in a happy, loving, devoted marriage. I don’t even worry about the reconciliation or her reaching out, because it’s already happened (at least in my state lol), but I am still focusing on a goal PAST the end desire.
Wow!! Thanks for sharing your story. So beautifully unfolding and I love the fact that you also gave yourself the time to do the work, especially SATS. I also tend to fall asleep during SATS, but also gentle on myself and try do it rather during the daytime when I feel like a quick cat nap. All the best on your wonderful marriage and being the Husband you are in the state of.